hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, May 28, 2005
10:27 AM
First of all, would like to say "good luck" to those taking 'O' level MT this coming monday. Guess i've got back my report book and the results are not wonderful at all. Well, should i say. Totally not acceptable. L1R4 19 and L1R5 26. 31th in class and 67 in level. Good news : My parents are not needed to collect my report book. Bad news : All my subjects are just border line cases. Cs to be exact. Where can i go with this type of results? Looking through at all my past years results make me realise i've declined. I've slacked more ; and the results show it. Climbed up and down the 4 storey staircase twice OR MORE. First, it was drizzling in the morning. So naturally all of us went to the classroom. We were instructed to go down to the parade square and then up again AND DOWN AGAIN. It's fustrating just walking up and down especially since our classroom is at the 4th storey. Our class won 1st RUNNERUP in the interclass competition for the BEST CLASS AWARD ( nice classroom decos and so on )"Use your hands campaign" was held yesterday after recess. Classes had to assembly at the parade square. Each class was given a pail which had to be filled with water. Cleaned the classroom. Pratically poured lots of detergent on my table just to get rid of all the stains >:D The guys helped too. Mrs low was just giving instructions and so her "use your hands campaign" is defined as using her hands to point at stuff which had to be done and instructing people, mainly the boys, to do. Had Physics and Chemistry practical yesterday. Don't think I'll do well at all. I just suck at practical. Lack of practice, perhaps.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
10:16 PM
Nothing much happened this few days. Received the combine marks for all my subjects. Did really badly for all my subjects. Even those which passed, were just borderline cases. Fails 2 subjects : A math and Combine humanities ( only about 7 people passed it in the GeoElective class in 4nine ) Most of my subjects got Cs and one pathetic B3 for Emath ( which i obviously could get higher ) Gosh this week is the end of school for MOST people. Poor Sec 4s, in most schools, would be attending Structured Programme from 2 weeks to a month. Well, 2 weeks of hoildays gone for me T.T For the lasat 2 weeks of the extremely short hoilday i'm left with, shall go enjoy myself until I go mad. After that from july, I doubt I will even have time for me to breathe. Had Bio Prac today. Have a really strong and overwhleming feeling i will most probably fail or, at most, get really low grades for it. Will be going for dental early in the morning. Hope I will receive some good news about taking off my braces soon =D Say this phrase fast and repeatedly "super.cali.fragilistic.expiallidoeious" not really sure about the correct spelling though. Crap with JiaE in chinese class as usual. "woaini.aizheni.jiuxianglaoshuaidami""iloveyou.lovingyou.justlikemousielovebigrice" lame. hee. but who cares.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, May 23, 2005
8:34 PM
i've always missed you. i've learnt to run away. but forgetting is like for a cow to lay eggs. boring day. practically watched tv to kill time. couldn't be bothered to study for the upcoming pratical exams. after all, exams are over! waited for my father to come home before going to tm to get my new phone =D n7260 <3 although the functions are not very good, but who cares. i <3 the phone. one thing i learnt today. i can never ever bring my youngest brother out. while waiting at the hello! shop, he was pratically giving everyone attitude. nearly slapped him. now waiting for 5 hours for my phone to be charged. band: i miss it lots lots lots! the feeling of playing in a band is really special and can never be replaced by anything. i had wonderful memories in the 4 years. i left band on a low note. nevertheless, i still miss crestwinds and definitely would go back to play again. i miss my flute. i miss everything about it. i miss the people. i miss the conductors. i miss the juniors. i miss playing. gosh, i jus miss everything. last time, i just couldn't wait to get out of band. now, i can't wait to get in again. although i might never join band again, but i'll always go back to crestwinds. i really miss playing my flute. the memories it brought me. only when you left would you realise how important it is to you.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, May 22, 2005
7:42 PM
pics pics baby si han =D is it cute? si han jiae and mee cluedooo mirror this is how the story goes: story one happy and awake yawn and everyone goes asleep -sweet dreams- story two the legs are well behaved =D suddenly, a few legs decided to create trouble xD well, all the legs decided to join in the fun story three everyone is quiet gosh, everyone starts to get grouchy everyone starts to scream. the peace is disturbed story three the teacher, jiayi, warns the students to be good fed up, the teacher threatens to slap the students are afraid the students are afraid to see the teacher teacher waves goodbye teacher opens the door teacher walks out of the door students are overjoyed no more story liao... stella and me got boxed. guess hu's fist? smelly feet on jiayi and daphne. guess hu's feet? our star 2 hearts on the way home =D looks at each other (jian han and me) looks away. humph. aaa.. AH FAT!! he's so cute. pinch his cheeks!!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
jus came home from jiae chalet at SAF yatch club. _friday napfa test in the morning. lucky passed everything so dun have to retake. standing broad jump got 180cm. incline pull up got 19. sit up got 38. shutter run got 12sec. sit and reach got 45cm. hopefully can get gold. had O lvl music lor until 6. was fixing up the schedule for the recital on 1st of JUNE. scared. i'm in the first half of the recital lor. got back practical results. 34/50 not good at all. rushed home to pack my stuff for the chalet. met jiehui, yunpei and deirdre at 7-11. mother drove us there. had a hard time finding the place. SAF YATCH CLUB. finally found the place liao. it's near the changi naval base. stella and daph were already there. jieyun and adora came later. went into the room. a lot of mosquito lor. went down to the arcade. kept on playing DDR. so long nv play le so quite fun la. play until leg pain. played the racing car oso. luckily, the price to play not very ex la. jus 40cents everytime but althogether add up to quite a lot oso. after tt went to play pool. din noe how to play so lik anyhow play lor. walked to the boats there. feel the nice breeze. went back to chalet room. started eating potato chips. PLAY TWISTER. dunno y i'm jus so unlucky. kept getting those diffucult ones and end up being in a rather awkward position. watched movie oso. until around 1 or 2 den slept. _saturday woke up at 8+. body aching arh. think cos of the napfa lor.went to the gym to see see with jiae. ordered mac for breakfast ^^. after tt went to swim with yunpei, adora, jiae and daph. the rest went to the gym. swim liao bath liao went to arcade again. played DDR. lol. -ddr addict- yp left. deidre left. jiehui left. adora left. jieyun left. so left with me stella jiae and daph lor. carried on playing ddr. followed by play pool. went to when playing pool hor. there's this grp of guys la (older ones around 30 or 40) kept on lik looking at us den sort of laugh or make fun of us. when lik nearly finishing the game. this uncle come up to us and offered to teach us and pay for our other games. so we agreed lor. he teach le. hehe can hit more hehe. after tt game we went off le lor cos have buffet le. slacked in the room until about time we went down to eat buffet. very full. went up to take lots and lots of pic hehe. went arcade again lol. played clue. went up to bath. den listen to music an fall asleep. _sunday wanted to wake up see sunrise de. but too tired liao. so slept until around 8 + went to swim with jiae. until 11+ bath le went up. eat cup noodle den went to arcade play ddr. gosh i think i spend lik over $10. after tt went jiae father fetch us home. update pics later ba.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, May 19, 2005
3:44 PM
well. today feel much much much better lor. although stilll a bit sad. but much better =D tml i going chalet liao. dun miss mi horr. hope is going to be really really really fun. wherer i can let down my hair and jus enjoy =D let me blog about the last few days _tuesday went out to eat. ben lai is want to eat the sakae sushi buffet but den in cine dun have so went to mache to eat lor. ate salmon, chicken leg, wedges, ice cream ^^ and the mango lemonade. spent around $19 i think. nvm la. it's after my mid year exams. although it's a weekday, there were still many people at orchard. _wednessday go back to school liao. received results. failed a math. well, i didnt put much effort to it anyway. hais. e math got b3 lor with lots and lots of careless mistake =( v xin tong. bio jus managed to get 50 -phew- but not good enough. everyone having chinese intensive remedial while i was at home slacking -grins- _today received the rest of my results. as excepted, my combine humanities both geo and ss failed. 44 marks. nth to say about combine humanities as i have already given up on it. but now going to start pressing myself. chem and physics miraculously passed. chem got c5 physics got c6. did last min revision so what to expect? eng hais. disappointed with p1. din do well all i managed to get was a pass. in all i think i got ALL Cs except for math. failed 2 sub. hope parents dun need to see teacher. -.- really must work hard to make those Cs into Bs den As. HOPEFULLY. during PC mrs low was disucssing with us about "THE DAY" 31st may. coming very soon wor. can't wait for it too =D well, can't wait to go chalet tomorrow. can swim. can play pool. can use gym. can SLACK. after that. mus study liao lor. Os only in a couple of months time. really starting to feel scared especially after receiving my MYE results. BORED BORED. jus read through my last time blog's post. i've really changed a lot. in terms of everything. i've really nothing more to say.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
2:30 PM
MY LIFE TOTALLY SUCK NOW!! i don't know what to do with it.. went school today without my sleep... was so bloody tired cuz i think i manage to get a bit of sleep for lik 1 or 2 hours... couldn't sleep at all.. hais.. kept on thinking of you.. i wan to give you up badly.. but i can't no matter how hard i try... the feeling is jus so terrible... I'M ALREADY IN A BAD MOOD TODAY.... on top of that... received results.. nothing no be happy but everything to be sad about... i really feel lik crying but, i've no more tears left... i don't know bloody wat to do after i receive the paper... BIO WHICH WAS THE ONLY SUB I TRULY STUDIED FOR JUS MANAGED A PASS... hw am i suppose to even think about passing my physics chem and other sub... yea.. my e math overall got 69.. got pulled down by my paper 2 (58/100) A BLOODY JUS PASS.. paper1 was alright with 10+ marks of careless mistake (64/80) MY LIFE SUX!! MY A MATH SUX MORE... DON'T KNOW WHAT MY FATHER WILL SAE ABT IT... I FAILED YA I FAILED NOT JUS FAILED BUT FAILED BADLY!!! NOTHING PROUD OF MY RESULTS... NOTHING PROUD OF MYSELF... I SUX I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU...='( I HATE MY LIFE NOW!!!! seriously, i don't know what to do anymore.. even my studies have failed me... wat more do i have?? everything is jus gone...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, May 16, 2005
12:19 PM
chem sux... think i fail the paper liao... totally no mood to do.. fast fast finish the paper and slp.. too tired already.. last night couldn't sleep.. kept tossing on the bed... the feeling is horrible.. worst then death.... think my dis whole week is booked already tt's great isn't it.. don't have to stay at home and think of him.. later goin jamming.. tml goin orchard eat sushi with daph, jiae, yp, deidre, jy aiya.. the usual people... den wed go sch collect results? thurs go sch oso... fri go sch.. den after tt go jiae chalet stay until sunday hopefully... hope i can just enjoy myself over there.... i couldn't resist playing tonghua on my piano again... although my thumb hasn't really fully recovered.. i don't care.. i played... well it hurts a lot.. physically and emotionally... the skin of my thumb connected to the nail is coming off... hais... played too much piano already.. kept playing and playing to forget about everything... don't know what to do anymore... i've lost myself...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, May 15, 2005
7:38 PM
tong hua tong hua tong hua fairytale fairytale fairytale... watever la.... not my prob oso... seriously, i don't know what has gotten me to actually perfect the tong hua song... sth which i haven done to any chi song yet... love can make ppl do things one could nv imagine oneself from doing.. i totally agree with that sentence... tong hua makes me miserable.. so yea.. miserable... no such thing as tonghua in my dictionary... everytime i play tonghua make me think of you.. wat's the point.. no point... no word about love in my vocab oso... i rather not ever listen to tonghua play tonghua or get anything to do with tonghua... at least i won't think of u all the time... yea i THINK i won't think of you... but i doubt i can do it anyway... hais... dunno what the hell i'm doing anyway.. i don't believe in tonghua i don't believe in love... dey are juz lik fairytales which are meant to b frictions for little kids to read and believe... for them to have dreams... fairytales are just fairytales... they are unreal... only meant to be seen and not touched.... FAIRYTALES which supposed to last forever but are so dam unreal... yea.. i love you a lot... so what... it doesn't change anything i guess....
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, May 14, 2005
10:11 AM
hehe.. new skin.. finally rite.. after so long.. it's made from the same person... her skin RAWKZ... guess today will start studying for chem ba.... ytd went orchard gai gai cuz at home dam siann.... everything is breakin down from my world.... i want to buy the book on the kiasu singaporean sth i think... sounds v interesting....
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, May 12, 2005
11:18 PM
aaa FINALLY MAN physics paper over le.. bt den still have chem on monday la... sat and sun will study tt... let's sae.... physics paper was horrible.. duno whether can pass... duno la... wait for results..... today went out with jiae, daph, stella, yp, deirdre and adora... went orchard hehe... shop awhile den go home le... =D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, May 06, 2005
9:32 PM
haven been blogging... well nth much going on too... my life has been rotation around this big word called BORING.... had my chi paper 2 and e math paper 1.. well don't think i can get full marks le.. bt mayb can score above 70?? HOPEFULLY... music pratical was quite ok la... i passed my musicpaper 1 and 2... juz pass onli lor.... MIA until end of exams ba......
